Ill never let you see

I’m going to hide the fact
That I’m screaming in pain

Ill hide it from you
So you wont see me so weak

I want to be with you
But I don’t want you to see

This horrible side of me
When I die inside

When I break down and cry
When I hold my sides just to stay alive

When happiness no longer exists
And I’m looking at these marks on my wrists

Ill never let you see
This horrible side of me

The side that longs for you
To hold me at night

When everyone else gives up
And im left on that floor

What can I do
When theres no more

I cant let you see
What they do to me

You want me to be honest
And ill say it

I'm dying inside
And  I cant take it

I need you to hold me together
As much as you can

Please I hope I never wake up
When I’m in your arms

Ill never cry
Ill never fall

In front of you
In front of you all

Ill never let you see
This disgusting side of me